又是一周

Ten of Cups - Reversed
in the Past position.

A card in the left position indicates what has happened to affect your question in the past.

Outmoded path. Not receiving reward for effort. Indignation. Not being appreciated or understood. Strife and pettiness mar home life. Emotional exhaustion.



The Horned One - Reversed
in the Present position.

A card in the middle position indicates what is affecting your question at this time.

The destructive, upsetting force in the universe. Panic. Appetite with no conscience. Evil. Violence, perversion, and depravity. Oppression and weakness. The use of religion, virtue, and guilt as a weapon. Self-flagellation. Poor choices. Blind jealousy.



Five of Cups
in the Future position.

A card in the right position indicates your questions future.

Disappointment. Being held at a disadvantage and manipulated by emotional strings. Unfulfilled dreams. Feeling an energy drain. Spilled milk. Suffering over one's suffering. Difficulty accepting a loss. Disbelief. Senseless loss. Lingering gloom. Being limited by the haunting of past experience. Weight. Slow healing.



又是一周过去了
很快的时间

feel so distanced from everyone
maybe i'm just excluded myself from everyone
time for a change?
i'm longing to go back to Vancouver or going to somewhere else
feel so frustrated in Florida
this is definitely not a place to call home

looking for a new place to rent
i want my own place this time
rental rate is so high though, the lower range is around $850 for a 1/1
lol
whatever, i'm tired
however, took me so long to earn my capoeria teacher's respect and attention, hard just to give everything up
on second thought though, i'm always behind 2 other people on his preference of training
i don't know, maybe i should really go back
i think i'll be much happier in Vancouver
at least i have few true friends there

right now i just to work very hard to stand firm in my new firm and that's my priority
actually i have no need to think about future education, self-actualization or personal relationships other than work as of now
i guess i'll give myself 6 month to decide, i'll leave after my brace come off my teeth