Thursday, June 14, 2007

Theme

"Beyond a critical point within a finite space, freedom diminishes as numbers increase. This is as true of humans in the finite space of a planetary ecosystem as it is of gas molecules in a sealed flask. The human question is not how many can possibly survive within the system, but what kind of existence is possible for those who do survive."
-Pardot Kynes, First Planetologist of Arrakis

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

New Project

用牌看了一下我的project的发展走向。





三张全部是major arcana,对未来的影响很大,很少有这么强大的组合。

Monday, June 11, 2007

Sleep, Sleep...

I had a good sleep, but i still need more.
My body is coming to a limit again.
Anger is uncontrollable again. Hopefully I can rest well and keep my weight down this week.
Bad feeling... As if my life is burning out on me and hope is so dim, yet i have no desire to end it yet.

Mind: Shame. An imposter. A state of denial. Unrequited love. Cruel gossip.















Body: Competition. Erratic energy. Confusion. Inconsistent effort. Preoccupation with material acquisitions. Appearing a fool in trying to keep up with the Joneses. Overspending. Impatience and stress. Waxing and waning of purpose. Clash of ideas and principles. Sloppy effort. Rebellion and turmoil. Breakdown of communication. Hurting others by giving mixed messages. Need to reevaluate situation, organize, and start afresh.







Soul: Opportunity. Swift response. Thinking on one¹s feet. Opening. Adventure. Chance to make great progress if one has the courage and wits to act quickly. Travel entailing a spiritual lesson. Can signify falling in love. Time of hope. Make your move. Opportunity afoot; make haste. Whirlwind of romance. Arrows of love.










My mind is depressed, my body is struggling and my soul needs a break from everything.

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

人生的课题

Eight of Swords - Reversedin the Past position. A card in the left position indicates what has happened to affect your question in the past.Betrayal. Unexpected aggression. Threatening situation. Can represent illness. The need to be on guard.








The Chariotin the Present position. A card in the middle position indicates what is affecting your question at this time.Triumph. Victory parade. Success of a multifaceted endeavour. Leadership, competence, and maturity. Conquest. An evolved personality. Courage. Being centered and secure. Moral, ethical progress and conduct. A high-minded, honourable approach to life. Balance, integration. Harmony of opposite tensions. Equilibrium. Reconciling opposing forces or views. Uniting right and left brain functions. Control over inner conflicts. Harnessing wild energies. Life unfolding at an accelerated pace, yet maintaining direction. Finding one¹s stride. Enjoying the thrill and ride of life. Engaging an ambition or dream. Achievement. High energy. Promotion, honours, and reward. Overcoming opposition. May indicate a rescue, as in the arrival of the cavalry.




Temperancein the Future position. A card in the right position indicates your questions future.Tempering. Moderation. Adaptation. Managing a volatile situation in a calm, thoughtful way. Grace under pressure. Healing. Balance, reflection, and patience. Having clear boundaries. A confident and outspoken survivor. Bridging two very different worlds. The successful mixing of two opposites. Combining materials. This tarot card is sometimes called the Art card and speaks of visionary art that brings ideas from one world to the next. Being of two worlds. Ability to adapt. Beneficial transformation. Successful combination of ideas, lifestyles, or people. Creating a nurturing, appropriate environment. Caring for one¹s health. Repose. Feeling protected and removed. Guardian angel. Self-control. Compatibility. Blending and harmony. Finding inner peace. A period of waiting and constructive use of time.

用塔罗看了一下人生的课题。希望能走向temprance吧。
终于从sword 8的束缚走出来了。
:)
昨天夜晚在曲阜散步的时候,在仿古的城墙边上看到一群老人,在仿古的灯下打牌乘凉。他们的脸真是非常美丽,刻满了时间的痕迹。我带了相机去,但是不愿意拿出来破坏那样的美景。我想这就是“和平”吧?我一直看着他们,真是令人安详的画面。

When it Hurts - David Usher