醒

3点左右醒了来
做了一些乱七八糟的梦
前尘往事已成空，竟愿莫相逢么？
还是告诉自己，move forward, don't look back
听finale唱的醉此间，却不觉泪满襟


醉此间　　　
文 / 殷竹书

忆昔年少俊游书剑风流，白马拥轻裘
逍遥花外听雪柳下行舟，朱阑倚翠袖
清扬少年心事独上高楼，把盏言闲愁
纵然斜风细雨不念归舟，楚天赏清秋

流水斜桥，何处问笙箫，雪晓流光不加少
且尽千觞，今朝歌酒非遥，千金酬一笑

何时举杯邀明月，何处对影成三客
我醉拍手恣长歌
无人独舞伴锦瑟，无心再惹红尘落
但笑因缘错

谁在拈花笑三生，谁还独酌犹从容
奈何聚散苦匆匆
怎知南北感征鸿，怎记旧游遍芳丛
往事已成空，何似莫相逢

一夜戏梦迷蝶翩然已远，残影舞凌乱
独坐夜深更阑吹彻霜天，指冷玉笙寒
可堪风和水软凤尾竹喧，竹外桃花艳
恍若月似当时人已非然，忘颦轻笑浅

歌筵舞畔，容我醉时眠，一晌逆旅且贪欢
醉中自笑，酒醒还愁此间，莫道天涯远



可以在这里听: http://music.fenbei.com/8202385

旧诗词

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小时候瞎写的一些"诗词"。

偶 感 (中秋佳节，空有明月相伴，无知音共赏。清风明月能几时？
有感而作，叹繁华无定，终剩泊然一身尔。)

人生一世不得意，
何以委心任自留。
秋蚕空吐无情丝，
与谁共赏残冬枯叶？

且和众调歌一曲,
缘来缘去不消提。
舞剑长啸杯莫停，
醉眼观花花亦语。

一曲终时人皆散，
繁华尽时无须叹。
泊然归去清风中，
孤魂赏月荒亭上。


赠 友 (生日，友沁赠吾一诗，故又感而作，以谢沁苗二知音尔。)

立志拔山气盖世。功名成败一纸休，知音却难求。一醉累月轻人世，
谁道花比去年红？
王候尽逐尘灰去，沁园犹在吾心头。戴笠江边卧烟雨，苗禾青青杨花
愁。


忆杭州

杨花古楼伴灵钟，
青山处处绿水重。
轻歌漫传西湖里，
一帘烟雨红尘中。


无题

暗风萧萧草依依，
斜阳半落红霞稀。
情应断，理还乱，
单影独伴孤雁栖。


如梦令

一生如梦能几何？花开花又落，空留恨悠悠。
曾是烛映红屏颜如玉，如今燕宿飞檐楼已空。
夜长独自把酒，伴银钩。


渔歌子

落繁纷纷，红霞满天一片。梦不醒又如何？
百年一夕，人成尘。
碎语声声，云卷霞光无数。叹人生何苦！
一声清唱，一壶浊酒，了余生。


怀古

拔剑长歌气盖世，
谁能共论天下事
柔肠侠骨今何在，
铁血丹心依旧似。


碧城

白马松下系，倚剑石上眠。
醒时独弈棋，悠然数千年。


观宝剑有感

谁说女子无英物，龙泉壁上气冲天。
公孙曾舞雷霆器，鉴湖亦带莫邪行。
君不见， 湛卢巨阙慕红颜！
我今且试龙渊剑，轻歌漫唱《宝剑篇》。


可能还有一些吧，都不知道乱丢哪里了。^^

Slack Off

心思完全不在工作上了呢

虽然星期2要交出Financial Statements和Notes

才刚刚开始做
在家里工作的效率果然低下啊
:)

老妈终于买房子了

和平常一样，犹豫不定，给了Offer之后还是左右摇摆

^^

It's a beautiful house with swimming pool. I think it's definitely a good deal.

Pan's Labyrinth

去朋友家吃了牛仔骨，很好吃，可是弄得我的牙齿很疼。
可能我会不吃肉了吧？

以前很喜欢吃话梅的，可是因为牙齿的关系，后来就不吃了。

^^

牙疼会让人改变很多eating habbit呢，也让人感觉很depress。

半夜HBO放了Pan's Labyrinth，结局真是悲伤，也让我心情更加低落。

It's so not fair for that girl!

我觉得Mercedes才是连接两个主线的主要人物。她才是小女孩的mother figure，小女孩也是隐射她的童年。

Mercedes said she used to believe in fairies.

如果小女孩长大，应该是另一个Mercedes吧？Strong and beautiful。也不会believe in magic powers。会找到她的Pedro。

当小孩子能区分现实世界和幻想世界的时候，Innocence便被牺牲了。

It's always the innoncence who suffer the most 应该是电影的主题之一。

和卖火柴的小女孩一样，在虚幻的幸福中死去。

看着她的血滴在labyrinth的水里，一滴一滴，心也随着那一滴一滴鲜红的血液而揪动。

This is not right! 可是作为观众也和小女孩一样无力。可是真的比清楚地认知残酷的现实后死去更加幸福么？

只能暗暗希望她真的到了Underworld，成为公主，live happily ever after。

To live scientifically

Interestingly, when I start to read books about lies, dramatic events involve lies, office politicis and betrayal occured so close to me.
I should say I'm extremely happy that I resigned before anything happened in my company, and able to stay out of everything.
It is so shocking to see how people trist and turn words to manipulate others.
I suppose the best way to avoid to be deceived is to think scientifically, try to prove a staement wrong before accepting it as the truth.

One-X (Three days grace)

Pain

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

Three Days Grace的One-X真是一张很好听的CD。

感觉他们的声音和风格都比以前成熟很多了。

除了Pain是我最喜欢的一首歌之外，never too late, on my own, getting out alive 和animal that i become都是能让人产生触动和共鸣。

希望我会有机会听他们的现场。

Days off

Had my first week of doing nothing at all. I was sick last whole week, so unfortunate. :P Did absolute nothing, just lying on the bed and watching TV. Time slipped away so fast, I'm kind of feeling guilty of letting it go so easily.
Packed up most of my books. Two boxes of them. Can't believe how heavy they are.
Tomorrow I think I can clean up my draws and really start to packing clothes which I won't wear for next month or so into my two luggage cases.
Moving again. =-=
Well, this time should be much better since I already throw out a lot of things.
I'll get rid of as much as unnecessary stuff as I can.
Hopefully my friend will allow me to start to move stuff to her house starting now. ^^