到3点才回家睡觉
这是第一次在美国在外面待到这么晚
感觉非常不同
live band和完全没有asian faces的地方，很多energy
尝了1口很南美的shot，非常非常strong，满口茴香味
美女，帅哥，美酒，好车，夏夜。。。。。。真是典型的tropical life
可是还是没办法放松呢
苦笑
星期六就睡觉，去锻炼和groceries shopping
今天没有事情做，有点无所事事的感觉
am i wasting my life?should i actively look for someone or just concentrate on my goal
but reaching that goal takes another year and half
and this year and half...
am i wasting one year and half of best time of my life?
i really should focus on reaching my goal
life in florida is good, easy and enjoyable
but i don't think i'm ready to settle down here yet
the process of reaching a goal is usually boring, painful and hard to see end of it
yet, this is life
To Live is to Suffer
and there is no escape from it
I need to Re-focus.
Tomorow is Monday and I need all my energy to go through the coming up week.
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