Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Path?

觉得自己看不清自己要走的道路。
虽然我说我要在30岁前周游世界,要转行做自己喜欢的事情。
可是我总觉得有层雾,把自己真正想要的东西给遮住了。
I don't know what it is.
虽然说to live is to suffer,但是因为茫然而痛苦的感觉实在是不怎么样。
Pain.
Well, I rather have pain than nothing at all.

经历了几天的低潮,今天又恢复正常了。
能不能一直保持正常以及清醒而不会有那样这样的低潮呢?

不要管太多,随性一点生活吧。
如果因为什么原因在计划之前没了工作,那就拿起包马上旅行好了。
好好整理了一下我的旅行包,觉得基本能马上走人,心反而安定了一些。

活了这么大了,感觉好像什么都没经历过一般,也没什么成就。
茫然。

2 comments:

JJ said...

what's the meaning of life? doing a deed or creating a work; experiencing something or encountering someone; facing a fate we can not change, we are called upon to make the best of it by rising above ourselves and growing beyong ourselves, in a word, by changing ourselves。 ^^ I am jealous of you cos you can pack up and run away~

Morgaine said...

hmm...
very interesting
i guess your opinion is very similar to mine
change is only constant
if i don't progress and keep learning, i feel it's dead water and existence is meaningless

^^
but you don't have to be jealous, because i pay my price for it too
i have to cut personal ties and keep relationships to a minimum

When it Hurts - David Usher