Psychological Age

iust did the psychological age test again, http://www.soku.net/Heart_Default.Asp (chinese), last time i was 35 and now i'm 42... ...
http://www.thedollpalace.com/iq/index.php?manual_article_id=15#ans (english), also, 46

many small events occured since december, like books i read, place i visited, work, dad moved to spain, stress and etc. have changed my perception of a lot things

i know i always think and act like people older than me. some of friends also told me i'm so much more mature than my real age - 中年人的感觉
sometimes i'm confused myself too. when i was 24, sometimes i would think "right now i'm 26 already, i probably should do this or that", then i would realize i'm still 24. it's a very weird feeling. as if i lived in a different speed than other people, as if my life burns out quicker.

maybe i'm really a person like mr Cecil Vyse in A Room with a View: "conventional, Cecil, you're that, for you may understand beautiful things, but you don't know how to use them; and youwrap yourself up in art and books and music, and would try to wrap up me...... You were all right as long as you kept to things"