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在Vancouver的夜市，我又跑去让一个tarot reader给我做reading。她说我给自己造了一堵墙，而现在too late for me to change......
这个星期又是工作到精疲力竭，加上上个星期的感冒没有好
昨天真的很想和谁诉苦一下
结果还是吞了下去
总是觉得别人会不耐烦听自己诉苦
人与人之间真的有那么冷漠么
也许这就是我给自己造的墙吧
because i believe it exists, and it exists
i don't want to try to prove it's real or not, because if it's real then it's too hard for me to bear?
fear is the mind killer